“So, Danny, what are you majoring
in?”
“Um, I'm actually double majoring.”
“Oh wow, really? In what?”
“English Lit and Kinesiology.”
Short pause.
“That's an interesting combination,
what are you going to do with it?”
How the conversation reaches this point
changes, but the exact wording of the exact same questions is
surprisingly stable for the number of times I've had to explain
myself.
I like English. I've known since about
the eighth grade that when I went to college I would most likely
would end up as an English major. Sure, there was a period in high
school where I considered a Journalism major, but this was only
because it was similar enough to English and would have allowed me to
continue in my passion for journalism. I realized pretty quickly
after getting to college that my passion wasn't for journalism
itself, but for the journalism community I had build up around me in
high school.
So as I neared the end of my sophomore
year, I was struggling. I was running out of GUR classes to take and
needed to declare in order to get into the upper division classes I
would take within whatever major I chose.
As I sat with this decision, I knew I
didn't want to be one of those people who starts at university
straight of high school and takes forever to finish their
undergraduate degree because they waffled and wavered and switched
majors five times. I didn't want to get so far in a program only to
realize it wasn't for me with a year left before graduation.
So I looked around me. I had one
professor tell me that if I went into English I should be prepared to
work in a non-English field. There are so many people majoring in
English out there, but only so many jobs related, and with the
critical thinking abilities you get through an English major you're
able to go into things like teaching or data analysis or even law
should you apply yourself in that direction.
As an English Lit major I've learned to
deconstruct a text, to pick it apart and analyze it in order to see
both the broad implications and the minute interrelations between
facets. This appeals to me. I love reading something and just mulling
it over until I see the socio-cultural, political, narrative,
historical implications. For example, rereading books by Orson Scott
Card with the knowledge of his conservative politics has completely
reshaped how I interpret them.
I'm a better feminist, queer and
activist because I can better understand the plurality of discourses
at work in any given conversation. That kind of bigger picture,
holistic mindset is something I've learned to strive toward.
But at some point I realized this isn't
what I want to do. I want to do this and I want to apply it
everywhere in my life, but it's not something I want to make a career
out of. So I looked at what else fascinates me and eventually
concluded that the only other fields of study that really held my
interest were related to human bodies.
There are multiple reasons for this,
not the least of which stemmed from watching my mother go through
physical therapy the latter half of my high school career. As an
extrovert with an interest in serving people, a health-related field
seems natural in a way. That and my experience rowing on the crew
team gave me an appreciation and understanding of myself I never knew
I had.
Yeah, in all reality I was the weakest
guy on the team, but I was consistent and determined and absolutely
captivated by the dynamics of movement involved: the kinesthetics,
chemistry, and physics behind each muscle contraction, the leverage
necessary to generate each little movement, all of them have captured
my attention. And it taught me to be physical, that I can do
something with my body beyond just move from place to place.
Growing up I was always a bookworm,
eschewing the outdoors and ball games of my peers in favor of flying
through the works of Tolkien, C.S. Lewis, and countless others. In a
similar way, I've come to appreciate the human body as a book I want
to learn to read. Not just muscles either; the whole thing, from
nutrition to psychology to immune responses.
And as a double major with English, I
can do that. If I take the time to understand material, I feel like I
can explain it and make connections clearer than I would be able to
otherwise.
That's not exactly why I'm double majoring, which has far more to do with me being stubborn and wanting to be well-rounded. But it helps explain why I would choose such disparate majors.
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